I often find myself staring at the clock
Wondering what the f*ck is wrong with me, why I can't I stop
I just find this shit so amazing it blows f*ckin my mind
When I think about how cruel is the passage of time
Life comes and goes so f*cking quick
It seems like it could all be gone if I f*ckin blink
Like just yesterday I could have sworn I was a kid
I remember playing with transformers and hanging with my friends
Then when I got older I realized life was a f*cking mess
My innocence was took from me and I don't even know when
Could have been when I was 5 but i don't know shit
It's amazing how much I don't remember about when we were kids
Life used to seem like a puzzle that was waiting to be solved
Now it seems like an obstacle that I'll never overcome
How the f*ck am I supposed to do this shit alone
It's not like I learned shit in school
Thinking about that school shit makes me laugh though
Cuz in the end they didn't teach us f*cking shit
Expect maybe how to make a damn graph though
So I guess everything I learned was f*cking bullshit
I don't know how to survive in this cruel world
I don't even know the difference between here and the underworld
Societies a joke that I just don't f*cking get
I ain't ever gonna f*cking fit in to this shit
So cast me aside and toss your stones I guess
Because for me I'ma take this life shit as a test
I'ma go one day at time with not a second to rest
Don't believe all the shit I say because I ain't the best
All I try do is make people feel better about themselves
But inside my living is a f*cking hell
So i think I'm gonna leave you with this
Quit staring at the clock and take a second to reminisce