Don't hear this and come and ask if im doing good
Cause when I don't reply, you'll tell your Gs I went Hollywood
I'd rather have no brothers to call blood if I ever could
They know im here to stay, they'll spot the lie if I said I would
They prolly won't let me cook
I even speak to Bless right till this day cause I know I should
And me and 'scrim are pushin 10 years and that leaves me shook
I watched all the others leave and I rate the decision took
Like well done cause you and I as Gs is a messy look
Good luck on your journey kid
How can I be touched if I saw you leave way before you did
How can I be touched if I don't even know what emotion is
I let my ting tell me "It ain't cute, you emotionless"
Like she dont know the feeling of bring friends with your loneliness
And saying that is corny that's why I don't let emotion mix
And why would I open up, you're not mine
Girl I know you're his
Don't care if it ain't happen , it'll happen I know it sis
And I aint even tryna make you seem like you're lesser than
But I can't be rattled, you gon' watch me whip like its Michelin
Searching 3 for 3 and when it's done, we'll see who you mention then
Better not be me, cause if it's me, you'll utter you name again
On some " so sorry, would you help and tell me your name again?"
And I'll see your eyes, they'll look straight at me like " let's be friends again"
If I do that I'd be dumb cause I'd be watching it end again
So go 'head and dip, cause if you don't you'll mess with my temperament
It's abandonment fear that let's me see who you are
It's all the love and attention that's stopping you from bring smart
Well, pardon me from being blatant, I cannot speak from the heart
You move like heart over head
I move like head vs heart
That's not that much of a fight cause that shit had been torn apart
I'm not that much of a person, you should've seen from the start
You don't know having a vision that no one sees, that shit hard
I'm not that fazed I promise you all my reactions are sharp
Trust me
(37)
If all my words are coming off as deep, I apologize
I'm asking God to help me see myself from my mother's Eyes
I'm also asking God to let me bleed of my mother cries
You'll see me when I'm up, you'll see her too when it's televised
I tried to tell you
I am nothing like all these other guys
I miss the ting that had her birthday right after Valentines
She know who she is
Sweetheart you know it, don't act suprised
And I know that she knows that she is the one I'm attracted by
Had to stop all the convo's, infatuation was one sided
She'll never admit it, she'll never talk cause she doesn't like it
If she would just tell me, I would've left it I wouldn't fight it
I'm heading out stupid but I have taught me the art of silence
But something confusing cause my attention was undivided
At some point I loved you, I wouldn't lie
Girl I can't deny it
But if you're looking for that same feeling In me
You wouldn't find it
That shit has depleted
Already lost it
No point in trying
Girl who's the one laughing now
I know you don't want me, that same feeling I match it now
Girl everyone changes I couldn't sing you a Ballad now
Girl everyone changes my brothers move like assains now
I do care so well I call it a talent now
And please don't gas yourself and tell your friends that im lashing out
You can get with another, you wouldn't get a reaction now
Got my heart on my sleeve, I realize that it's old fashioned now
Got my brother's with me, if they spot a problem , they crashing out
As I'm floating on cloud nine
No ones gonna outshine
Whenever I drop, you're gonna fell like its about time
This shit is too wavy, you wouldn't feel it without mine
They stealing our swagger, it's pretty obvious
I know why
They won't even say it, they threaten stuff that they won't try
You wasting my
You wasting
Nigga don't lie
I'm cool with some of yall but most of yall I do not like
I move in my own time
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