Timing flying by and now
Nothing don't feel the same
Looking for the words to write
But I don't have nothing to say
I saw a yellow butterfly
Up in the sky today
Think that it's a sign
And maybe for once
Things are going good
Maybe not
Hopefully I'll get out my bed
Maybe I won't have all this anger
And my thoughts will be erased
And I know he's your distraction
And I get it thats okay
If I see him I might hit him
With my mother f*cking blade
I had to block your f*cking number
So I don't even get tempted
And I think I'm doing better
But my lungs sure aren't okay
But I don't even really know
Cuz I'm used to all this pain
No you never remember me
While your pulling on his jeans
No I'm not a punk rocker
But I think I'm neck deep
And I know it's not December
But this cold is killing me
What's the point in being sober
I'll just feel way worse
When you're gone
I'm all alone
In my room
I'm just making these songs
Like Riff Raff when I blow
Act like I don't know ya'll
And your my depop shawty
We bring stacks to the mall
And imma ball out baby
Imma shine like a star
No you never remember me
While your pulling on his jeans
No I'm not a punk rocker
But I think I'm neck deep
And I know it's not December
But this cold is killing me
What's the point in being sober
I'll just feel way worse
When you're gone
I'm all alone
In my room
I'm just making these songs
Like Riff Raff when I blow
Act like I don't know ya'll
And your my depop shawty
We bring stacks to the mall
And imma ball out baby
Imma shine like a star