SadiQ - NTSC Lyrics

Verse:

My heart in pain
I can't think straight
I fear to commit
So I'm turning the page

Changing my face
Changing the lane
That I took for myself
Tryna self decimate

Turning to God
But I feel it's too late
All these thoughts in my head
Like it's cirque du soleil

Cirque du soeil

Somebody wake me up
I fell deep in sommeil

Deep in sommeil

This is a note to myself
That I gotta set free
Think outside the box
Gotta find me a breach

Gotta me the pieces
I can't even see
& I can't even breathe

My lungs clog
When I make peace with myself
I cry
& can't nobody help but myself

I try
& ain't nobody here but myself

I pray
& God knows I'm here to repent

Hook:

I know how you're feeling
When you're down & there's no-one to help
Diving in your thoughts
With a temptation to hurt yourself

You don't have to do it
Find a happy spot within yourself
I been there before
Fighting inner battles with myself

Verse:
Life is a movie
I can't see the frame
Even outside the pic
Everything looks the same

Maybe I am the frame
What if I am insane
If I died right now
Would you love me the same?

Love never dies
Love while I'm alive
But even if I die
Would you even cry?

I keep asking myself
Why do I lie?
Man, I'm still alive
Alhamdulilah

Man, Kill or be killed
I need to survive
Raised in the hood
So I don't even mind

If you calling me names
Cuz I left that behind
Or 6 feet deep
Cuz I'm still underground

F*ck the society
Secure the bag
Don't be the dawg
With a glock in his hand

That's what they want
Gotta get me this bread
A whole lot of elders
Who failed us instead!

Hook:

I know how you're feeling
When you're down & there's no-one to help
Diving in your thoughts
With a temptation to hurt yourself

You don't have to do it
Find a happy spot within yourself
I been there before
Fighting inner battles with myself