Sadface Rose - Sad Rose Lyrics

I hate loving you cus i know you aint feel the same
But the worst part is that i know you'll never change
I feel all the shots now, they rushing to my brain
I don't think i'd want the pills if you never played
Was curved every time, hit with a maybe every damn time
And i'm walking through life like i'm in a daydream
Livin in my own existence
I don't wanna feel anymore
I'm trapped in my own conscious
Love will never live here anymore
I thought you were different or thought that you would change
But you stayed the same
No one by my side feeling dead inside gotta keep my pride
Can't go switchin sides never telling lies way to young to die
Im tryina say alive always waiting for that final drive
Now I just want to lay and cry
I feel like I'm lost in time
And I'm sick of all these lies!
Should of read the signs
You left me all by myself
Gotta stick to dollar signs
That's the only thing that helps
Yeah Lately I've been feeling so alone
I want to be loved but all these hearts are so cold
I feel defeat
Hiding in my room screaming in the sheets
Darkness is the only thing I see
I dont understand why you say
You hate me
Im tryna show you
We both want the same thing
Times movin on
And i feel im just aging
Hearts gettin heavy
Tired of always aching
I'm stepping away to catch a breath
Tryna get this pain off my chest
I'm so tired of being depressed
Over dramatic and chronically stressed
I struggle daily just to get dressed
Drunk nightly so the pain is suppressed
My thoughts keep screaming cant be oppressed
These vision and signs got me under arrest
Everyone left so I know they dont care
I'm flippin I'm spazzin pull out my own hair
Contemplating of jumping from here
But the floor looks so far up ontop of this chair, guess I'll just have fall
Swaying from all these lucid dreams
They turn into nightmares waking up in sweat always alone