sadboiclub - MY THOUGHTS 3 Lyrics

Welcome to my thoughts
Seems we're back here once again
Just repeating all these cycles
Does it ever f*cking end?

Someone help me, I can't take it
I just wanna live my life
I'm hoping that I make it
I'm just trying to get this right

I've been going through this shit for years
These people break my heart
But there's music in the chaos
And there's anger in my heart

I'm so f*cking full of anger
So let's tear the world apart
The only verdict is vengeance
Should've seen it from the start

(The only verdict left is vengeance)
(Should have seen it from the start)

Welcome to my thoughts yes we're finally back
This place is so empty and still full of cracks
The rubble is piling all over the place
I need to get out but I don't have the space
Anxiety's holding me trapping me in
I'm trying to escape but he won't let me win
Teamed up with depression and sorrow and sin
They're dragging me down to show me what's within

But I'm too damn scared of this house
Praying to the lord just to let me out
I don't know that I'll make it out
People at the door but I shut them out (Why?)
Cause I'm too damn scared of myself
Locked in my room and it feels like hell
But I do this shit to myself
Locked inside with the key to the cell

Don't get it twisted it's hard to miss it
There's writing all over the walls
I cant resist it you'll see it listed
Right here you can see all my flaws
I tried to cover up and hide the names
But all the paint just seems to flake
It's spelling out "you're a mistake"
But I live here too and that's why I'm ashamed

I'm ashamed of my self
Constantly live in this place called hell
But I did it to myself
So pick up all the books
And place them on the shelf
And let's face the facts
Too many people stabbed me in the back
So I'll never come back
The person I was always under attack

Wings on my feet cause I'm tryna survive
All of these f*ckers are hoping I die
Lately I'm having the darkest of nights
Sometimes I question how I'm still alive
But I swear that I'll fight
And I'll never give in
Cause I know I'll be fine
And my demons won't win
I know I'll be right
I'll survive through the night
But I can't tell the time
Cause I'm trying to fight
But I
Swear on my enemies
Y'all ain't no friend of me
Y'all ain't no piece of me
Y'all ain't defeating me
I am completed see
I see my destiny
Clear as a crystal sea
Y'all wish you could be me
Nah, f*ck that shit
I don't fall in love with no f*cking bitch
It's that sad boy shit
Shaking up the beat with a nasty glitch
Welcome to my thoughts
It's still "f*ck the fakes"
Since life is still filled
With these venomous snakes
Trying to escape I'm not looking for fame
But y'all best respect me now I'm in the game
I'm shaking up Brisbane, you're hearing the name
The name is Daj and I'm here to stay
And I'm never stopping until I see the day
I'm performing on top of the empire state
She packed her shit, and she ran away
Took my heart with her, left me with the pain
It just takes patience, but I'll be okay
I'll just write all my feelings at the end of the day
But it's still f*ck love till I die
I don't think I'll ever get that shit right
So I sleep alone at night
And I'm okay with that cause I sleep just fine

(Welcome to my thoughts)
(Seems we're back here once again)
(Just repeating all these cycles)
(Does it ever f*cking end?)