Self-Hate Video (MV)

And i
I hate
I hate myself
Oh god

And i
I hate
I hate myself
Oh god

And i
I wonder

I wonder if the world is living at all
If the reflections of life will ever fall
Crash down the lies and tell the truth
And truly wonder if i hate you

And i
I hate
I hate myself
Oh god

And i
I hate

Knowing that my problems are my own damn fault
And if i sit and squander all day long
Afraid of myself and how i live
The identity crisis strikes again

Oh i hate
I hate myself
Oh god
I hate myself
Oh god

Mirror on the wall, cant you see
That the lines inbetween us have cracked so deep
And when we fall down and look at our selfs
Will that reflection just beat its self

Oh i hate
Living alone
And crying alot
And i hate that struggle to breath
And wake up everyday just to beelive
That i am happy
Its a lie that i tell myself just to be ok
AND I AM HAPPY
The skin mask hurts at the end of the day
And i am alright
And i will lie to myself
And i wanna be alright

But i am not ok
My mental illness hit me in my prime
Every day id like to die
Look up into that mirror
What do i see
Somebody else
Looking back at me!

Oh i hate myself