Sabrina Claudio - Truth Is Album Lyrics

I feel your poison
Running through my veins
For once, I feel there's only one solution
To cope with our love slipping away

I rather take one to the head
Than hear the words you speak
You know it has the same effect

Your love's gone toxic, unresponsive
All your words have slurred
While you're destroying, I'll be numbing
It feels much better

I rather take one to the head
Than hear the words you speak
You know it has the same effect
Just goes down more smoothly

Your love's addictive
Sweet as venom
I relapse out of fear
And I'll admit that I let you tell me
All these bad things
Just to keep you here

'Cause I just take one to the head
Don't hear the words you speak
And yes, it has the same effect
Just goes down all smoothly
I rather take one to the

I don't feel you
I ripped the last page out
I don't even get jealous when you mention other women
I don't, I don't
And I don't miss you, I'm doing better now
I don't even think of calling
'Cause I never feel like talking, I don't
I don't need you
But I need you

Truth is I'm dishonest
'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep
Truth is that I want this
'Cause I always see you in my sleep
Truth is that I love you, mm
Even when I'm trying not to

When I touch me, I'm wanting someone else
I don't even think about you
Reminisce it, wish I had it
'Cause it wasn't even that good
Wasn't even that good
Forget you, I can't forget you

Truth is I'm dishonest
'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep
Truth is that I want this
'Cause I always see you in my sleep
Truth is that I love you, mm (truth is that I love you)
Even when I'm trying not to

Need you, but I need you
Forget you, I can't forget you

Truth is I'm dishonest
'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep
Truth is that I want this
'Cause I always see you in my sleep
Truth is that I love you, mm
Even when I'm trying not to

Need you, but I need you
Forget you, I can't forget you

I heard (I heard) that you want to be closer to me
I heard (I heard) that you said you've seen me in your dreams
He said she said you like the way I smile
He said she said you like my confidence and style
He said she said you want to hold my hand and more
And more

All these rumors spreading around
And I kinda like the way they sound
All these rumors 'bout you and me
How can we make this a reality? Oh

He said she said your body's a temple
And I think I pray just for the sight of you
Do you think you'd let me see inside of you? (Inside of you)
I've been sinking, let me just confide in you

He said she said you like the way I smile
He said she said you like my confidence and style (I like your confidence and style)
He said she said you want to hold my hand and more
And more

All these rumors spreading around (spreading around)
And I kinda like the way they sound
All these rumors 'bout you and me (you and me)
How can we make this a reality? Oh

He said she said, mm
He said she said, she said

I like what I'm hearing, so my attention, you get tonight
If you're half as good as you say you are, let's stop wasting time
Now, we can keep talking through everybody that's in this room
Or we can come face to face, and find out if it's true

All these rumors spreading around (spreading around)
And I kinda like the way they sound (the way they sound)
All these rumors 'bout you and me (you and me)
How can we make this a reality? Oh

He said she said
He said she said
He said she said

You know I'm tryna heal some things
And you're tryna hurry up the process just to find love
And me knowing you feel empty, baby
I try to give you what you need while taking all that you got

That ain't even my intention, baby
You know that you're all that I've got
And I never meant to hurt us, baby
I'm just tryna learn how to love

I wish that I could mend you, babe
But I'd be putting you together while I'm falling apart
And still, I find you tryna bind my pieces
How could you give the kind of love I need with your broken heart?

But I know all your intentions, baby
I know that I'm all that you got
And you never meant to hurt us, baby
You're just tryna learn how to love

How to love
We're just tryna learn how to love
How to love, oh

(Hurt people hurt people)
(Hurt people hurt people)
'Cause we both have good intentions, baby
(Hurt people hurt people)
(Hurt people hurt people)
We know that we're all that we've got
(Hurt people hurt people)
(Hurt people hurt people)
And no matter if we're hurting, baby
(Hurt people hurt people)
(Hurt people hurt people)
We will make our way and find love

Two, three, four

I've gone insane
There's no way I'm sane
I just can't get myself to
To trust in you
To crawl inside your mind
Would be divine
That way I know that it's true
You feel the way I do

'Cause I've got two, got two
Devils on my shoulders
They're holding on to me
I can't hold on to you

I've gone insane
But deep in my brain, I'll never get myself to
Believe in you
If only I could slice my skin
Try to align my fingerprints
I'd know exactly what it is you feel
I don't even know what I'm saying
That's not me talking

'Cause I've got two, got two
Devils on my shoulders
They're holding on to me
I can't hold on to you

I don't wanna let them through
Them through
These demons in my system
They're haunting me, I'm so possessive over you

She even has my curl pattern
And her world lives in her hazel eyes
Was it by mistake
That you found someone whose body favors most of mine?
But I bet she doesn't know how much you need your pillow talk
'Cause I bet she doesn't like when you become too emotional

She has (she has) it all (it all)
But all she's missing is a piece of my heart
I've had (I've had) it all (it all)
No matter what, you'll never find me in her

She even has her life set up
And her mind is where it's supposed to be
Was it by mistake
That you found someone who sees her future just like me?
But I bet she can't imagine spending her whole life with you
And damn, I wish you would at least pretend
That you don't want her too

She has (she has) it all (it all)
But all she's missing is a piece of my heart
I've had (I've had) it all (it all)
No matter what, you'll never find me in her

You don't try to make me laugh no more
It was probably something that I did
You don't try to pull me back anymore
It was probably all those times I left

When did we get here?
Did I just miss it?
Why didn't you tell me?
Was I not listening?
How didn't I see this?
Did I not notice?
Is it too late?
'Cause, I wanna fix this

I've been swimming in my head
And you're drowning in the waves
I pull me up by pulling you in
And I let you take the blame
But I, oh yeah, I, oh yeah, I don't mean to
Now you're slipping through my hands
And I'm trying to hold on

You don't talk about our future no more
'Cause it's probably hard to imagine it
You don't care to kiss me goodnight no more
'Cause we're laying back-to-back in bed

When did we get here?
Did I just miss it?
Why didn't you tell me?
Was I not listening?
How didn't I see this?
Did I not notice?
Is it too late?
'Cause, I wanna fix this

I've been swimming in my head
And you're drowning in the waves
I pull me up by pulling you in
And I let you take the blame
But I, oh yeah, I, oh yeah, I don't mean to
Now you're slipping through my hands
And I'm trying to hold on

You took the concept of time
Erased it from me
I don't do things in order no more
Have midnight coffee and breakfast
Know I'm being reckless, ah
But I just don't feel normal

'Cause when it hits morning
Don't know what you doin'
Like, if you met somebody after work
And me not knowing is what hurts

So even if (Even if)
You lay with her (You lay with her)
As long as you're asleep
She's not gettin' what you gave to me
I live life (I live life)
When it's midnight (When it's midnight)
'Cause as long as you're asleep
I'm not worryin' 'bout what you're doin'

There's comfort in knowin'
You're not makin' decisions
You're not thinkin' 'bout no one
Not even in this moment in time
Comfort in feelin'
I'm not missing out on nothin'
'Cause you're somewhere unconscious
And it's helpin' my conscious

'Cause when it hits morning
Don't know what you're doin'
Like, did you take that vacation
You said you needed?
That's all I think about

'Cause even if (Even if)
You lay with her (You lay with her)
As long as you're asleep
She's not gettin' what you gave to me
I live life (I live life)
When it's midnight (When it's midnight)
'Cause as long as you're asleep
I'm not worryin' 'bout what you're doin'

Was I cold?
Went to hold you, but I wanted to control you
Paranoid
What's wrong with me?
Why am I pointing out everything wrong with you?

Let's talk about last night, who were you with?
Why didn't you answer me?
All of these questions, criticizing
You bring out the worst in me

The problem with you is
That I can't get you off my mind
And I think about you all the time
It's your fault that I don't feel right
The problem with you is
That you're all that I dream about
And you're not right here right now
Took a minute, but I figured it out
The problem with me is you
Oh no, no
Oh-oh-oh-oh

When we met
I was careless with all of my emotions
But the closer we'd get
I became more attentive, more protective, more aggressive

Let's talk about last night, you went to sleep
Didn't even talk to me
You left me with questions, agonizing
You bring out the worst in me

The problem with you is
That I can't get you off my mind
And I think about you all the time
It's your fault that I don't feel right
The problem with you is
That you're all that I dream about
And you're not right here right now
Took a minute, but I figured it out
The problem with me is you

Now I understand why I feel this way
You're the one to blame, you should be ashamed
You should be ashamed
Now I understand why I feel this way
You're the one to blame, you should be ashamed
You should be ashamed
The problem with me is you
Now I understand why I feel this way (With me is you)
You're the one to blame, you should be ashamed
You should be ashamed (Ooh, it's you)
Now I understand why I feel this way (You)
You're the one to blame, you should be ashamed
You should be ashamed

The problem with you is
Can't get you off my mind
Think about you all the time
The problem with you is
You're all I dream about
And you're not right here right now
I figured it out, the problem with me is you

My love for you is infinite
I'd ride and die and live in it
And if my life depends on it, I'd
Use my last breath to tell you this

I'll make excuses
And I'll keep all your secrets
I will take your bullets
Even if it were you
Holding the gun

Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
Even if it were you
Holding the gun
Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
Even if it were you
Holding the gun

I'll always stand by you
No matter how many times
That you pushed me down
I'll feel the need to
I'll always pray for you
I'll always lay by you
No one in the world, nothing they can say
That'll make me not want to

And I'll make excuses
And I'll keep all your secrets
I will take your bullets
Even if it were you
Holding the gun

Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
Even if it were you
Holding the gun
Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
Even if it were you
Holding the gun

Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I don't feel you
I ripped the last page out
I don't even get jealous when you mention other women
I don't, I don't
And I don't miss you, I'm doing better now
I don't even think of calling
'Cause I never feel like talking, I don't
I don't need you
But I need you

Truth is I'm dishonest
'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep
Truth is that I want this
'Cause I always see you in my sleep
Truth is that I love you, mm
Even when I'm trying not to

When I touch me, I'm wanting someone else
I don't even think about you
Reminisce it, wish I had it
'Cause it wasn't even that good
Wasn't even that good
Forget you, I can't forget you

Truth is I'm dishonest
'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep
Truth is that I want this
'Cause I always see you in my sleep
Truth is that I love you, mm (truth is that I love you)
Even when I'm trying not to

Need you, but I need you
Forget you, I can't forget you

Truth is I'm dishonest
'Cause I'm always scared to get too deep
Truth is that I want this
'Cause I always see you in my sleep
Truth is that I love you, mm
Even when I'm trying not to

Need you, but I need you
Forget you, I can't forget you