Saba - Busy Lyrics

I'm so alone
But all of my friends, but all of my friends, got some shit to do, ayy
All of 'em got plans, I call 'em up, "my bad," n' text 'em
They never cross me like bad pedestrians
I been this awkward since adolescence
I don't how long I had depression
Never know no peer-pressure, I'm trying to get my little pecker
Offend some girl I call my BFF, that ain't no secret kept
I'm f*cked, then tell my cousin how broke I was and bussin'
I tried to hit a few years, she wasn't budging
I'm bogus, left my girl for some shawty, shawty
Deserving all this lonely
You said, "Tell me, how are you sad
You got all of these friends, you got all of these fans"
I ain't trust nobody new since 2012, I ain't let nobody in
Jesus got killed for our sins, Walter got killed for a coat
I'm tryna cope, but it's a part of me gone
And apparently I'm alone

I'm having a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave
I'm having a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave

I'm so alone
Just me and my girl, she leave me for work, then leave me for school
She finally home, I leave her for tour
FaceTiming nudity, yeah
All of this new to me, yeah
All of the infidelity when I was 17
Been catching up, I still feel like she catch me cheatin'
Niggas askin' me how tour was
Knowin' I been home like 2 months
And I seen your ass like 2 times
They just small-talk like too damn no time, social interaction
Have female friends I found attractive
If I try to f*ck, but I am no savage
Now we don't speak, we just walk past
If my past could talk
It'd probably reply to the missed calls after all
'Cause the friendships that I can't recall, done turned my heart into camouflage
While the guys I used to play basketball with
Doing shit that I can't endorse
Now with the Lord, now it really pours down
What's the lone plans, still alone now

I'm having a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave
I'm having a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave