rather be alone Video (MV)

My head's a mess
I just wanna be static
Thought I must have misread you
Had suspicion it's a tactic
Systematic

I've been waiting for more
Meditate no distraction
All alone in the doorway, I can't stand it
I'm dramatic
It's a habit

I just wanna deserve you but I know I'm being selfish
Spilled my tongue on the table
But I'm losing myself in it
That's it

And I'm just wasting time because I'd rather be alone
But for now I don't mind
Wasting it with you
Hiding in my vice finally have time on my own
But for now I don't mind
Spending it with you

Laugh until we cry
But usually not the good kind
Don't see me for hours
After you kiss me goodnight

Stressed when we're together but can't stand to be apart
Things are bound to be better, was supposed to be the start
Thought I knew you by heart

I just wanna deserve you but I know I'm being selfish
Spilled my tongue on the table
But I'm losing myself in it
That's it

And I'm just wasting time because I'd rather be alone
But for now I don't mind
Wasting it with you
Hiding in my vice finally have time on my own
But for now I don't mind
Spending it with you