S U I C I S L I D E - I Wonder Lyrics

Sometimes I look in the mirror
And imagine I've come so far
Sometimes I like to pretend
I'm everything they are
Because it hurts so bad to feel so Small
I always seem to want to be every Single thing I'm not
But how could anyone care
About someone the world forgot
Doesn't matter what I do
There's always someone who does It better
Doesn't matter how I feel
There's always someone who treats Them better
I wonder if I'll ever get know what It's like above the clouds
I wonder if I'll ever see all the things I've done and feel proud
I wonder if I'll ever get to where These angels are
I wonder if I could ever be just as perfect as they are
How does it feel to be flawless
How does it feel to be loved
How does it feel to belong
To a world full of endless love
Because I've never felt that way
Not even close
I'm so far
So far from loving myself
And believing in who I am
Doesn't matter what I do
There's always someone who does It better
Doesn't matter how I feel
There's always someone who treats Them better
I wonder if I'll ever get know what It's like above the clouds
I wonder if I'll ever see all the things I've done and feel proud
I wonder if I'll ever get to where these angels are
I wonder if I could ever be just as perfect as they are
One day I'll look in the mirror
And I won't have to pretend
But until that day comes
I'll just wonder
I wonder if I'll ever get know what It's like above the clouds
I wonder if I'll ever see all the things I've done and feel proud
I wonder if I'll ever get to where These angels are
I wonder if I could ever be just as Perfect as they are