S. Reidy - Hard Body Harold Lyrics

I feel every moment when I used to run away
I just want to own it, are you gone or here to stay?
And I don't want to mess with this, that aura's way too harsh
All that ever did was mold my body way to hard
My body's way to hard
My body falls apart
My body's way to hard
My mind just calls it art
Think I fell out of love with myself
I was on the precipice of my genesis, made my mirrors fall on themselves
I drew a line inside of my life, said "that's the new way that I behave now"
I just want to state facts with no kick back
Without jeopardizing my health
My mind can't stick to a topic
Ain't no way to stop it
Verbalize anxieties with tiny tics and voices
Mood moves through peaks and valleys
Clinch my hands like no I got it
Can I offer up myself? Because opportunity's been knocking
Not really fair if I go to waste
But can you take it if we're face to face?
Couldn't turn around too fast made my head hurt
Walk the line on the road, little hard on the red dirt
Had to fake how I was for a minute in the pictures lately
Flex through the pain, how God made me
I was blessed with a hard head, God I hate it though
Less that I know about myself leaves me better off
More trauma that I dump inside of this macintosh
Ready set go, told you I want it all
If it takes another ten years of this
Then I'm all in, and I wont stop till I'm gone
Because I feel every moment when I used to run away
I just want to own it, are you gone or here to stay?
And I don't want to mess with this, that aura's way too harsh
All that ever did was mold my body way to hard
My body's way to hard
My body falls apart
My body's way to hard
My mind just calls it art
My mind just calls it art
When I used to draw my heart
Take the beat away and all you got's a poet