smogus - good intentions Lyrics

I’m sitting here for hours, just listening to the rain
Trying to get up, pick me up, but it’s all in vain
Every muscle is resisting the thought
I can’t move
What am I gonna do, baby I’m all alone
The biggest love of my life became someone I’ve known
It was my decision, I would make it again
But that doesn’t ease the pain that my heart is in

I broke every promise I made and I f*cking lied
I choked you can say what you want but you can’t say that we haven’t tried
It was forced, ‘cause of all the fights we couldn’t love no more
In the end we both didn’t know what we were fighting for

I feel so cold inside
Thoughts and actions they collide
I just know that there is no tomorrow
For us both so I just wrap it up and go

I hoped that I could drop it, shit's gone to far
reached the point of no return, let it burn, until it scarred
too much rejection so many imperfections
a lotta good intentions but no actions
I wished it all better, we'd get back together
But I know when that happens, I’ll tell ya, never!
Too many things unsaid, never to be spoken
That’s why we remain heartbroken

I broke every promise I made and I f*cking lied
I choked you can say what you want but you can’t say that we haven’t tried
It was forced, ‘cause of all the fights we couldn’t love no more
In the end we both didn’t know what we were fighting for

Can’t take this shit no more
I’ll shut and jam this door
From now on I’ll go on
My time with you is done

Now I’m fed up, I can’t take this no more
So I’ll get up, I have been here before
Keep my head up, I am letting you go
and then I'll set up, no more lies for you. NO