Should of known better
Now i'm waist deep
I don't know how you receive me
Would it even matter anyway
I don't know
I watered dreams then they outgrew me
Through the whispers, faith speak to me
It's instincts that still cling to me
I spent a fortune on attention
Clearing off the canvas
Draw focus to the tension
I tried to outrun it
But I couldn't make it far
Dirt on my soul feel like it's never coming off
The soul knows more than me
Picture me shackle free
My driving force got its own speed
This crash course was never for the weak
I rather be alone than be in poor company
It was a time the poor company was really me
Self awareness, got exhausting
Hitting reset it's happens often
The storm just as quiet as the battle we be lost in
Gotta be mindful, these days is pivotal
Don't make a blind move, the cons will get at you
Even when the ride go change
Even when you find something
I know my way around the edge
I could be your tour guide some day
Even when the ride go change
Even when you find something
I know my way around the edge
I could be your tour guide some day
Be who you are, not who you think you need to be
Stay sharp, back and forth if I should give my all
Cause getting something back ain't promise, that's the scary part
Why i'm living for a outcome
Results don't always show you that it's worth it
I got some observing, to do for my purpose
To comfort me, intentional as I can be
Understand what's temporary, understand whats in the wind
Still connecting with the dots, eventually its making sense
Skin was thicker than the plot, but feel it every now and then
I can't predict the future, but I can get a feel for it
Not knowing could be peaceful, that's the real story
Decorate my solitude, I had to clear the room
No elephants involved, they won't be back no time soon
Sometimes you take a hit just to get back on your shit
To see it better than you did
Even when the ride go change
Even when you find something
I know my way around the edge
I could be your tour guide some day
Even when the ride go change
Even when you find something
I know my way around the edge
I could be your tour guide some day