RYN Scott - Forgive Me Lyrics

Just want to know just want to know why (Why Why)
I just got to know I just got to know why
Right and wrong
See I'd be wrong if I said that was right
But I'd be right if I said that was wrong
If I write every song claiming this is right or wrong
Like I got answers on my palm
I'm aiming pennies at the pond
Doubt is in the room
Now my mouth is a cocoon when they ask about you
All my words are coming soon but never soon enough
My proof is too elusive all your movements scream illusions what are we doing
Or maybe it's the news
Just complacent with the views
And the Kool-Aid that they brew is way too tasty we consume
Every take and paste it too
Every place we can then poof it's like a race to get the scoop
Got us aching for the truth
Then you take another troop set ablaze to every root
Arm a crazy kid to shoot harbor cancer in our youth
I need some answers where were you?
I don't know what else to do I'm sick of using that excuse so
Why? Why are you so high up in the sky I wonder why?
Why can't I see you with my own eyes man I try?
Try sending messages all I need is a reply
I apologize but I got questions on mind
Father please forgive me man I know you're listening
I know you know my beginning I know you wrote my ending
But all these I don't knows are floating like ghosts to get to me
So if I go overboard just don't hold it against me
Raised a certain way hear an ambulance you pray
Then ma would always tell us that our prayer just saved the day
And that you had a plan for us don't ever be afraid
But now I hear that ambulance and don't know what to say
Maybe it's the journey maybe it's the pain
Maybe it's the mercy that makes it all the same
Hate it when we're thirsty but stand outside the rain
Claiming that we're worthy but too afraid to change
Walk by faith and not by sight
Amazing grace I hope you're right
And if this is my last good fight
Take my place upon this mic
Erase the dark shine a light
I'll play my part with words I write
But I make art and you make life
So make my heart believe tonight
I'm on to ya
I feel like I already know ya but I don't know how to love
Something I can't even hold or touch or grip to hug
So what is your motive for keeping us all on the low in the cold we don't know where to go
We're all looking for home and a place of our own so
Why? Why are you so high up in the sky I wonder why?
Why can't I see you with my own eyes man I try?
Try Sending messages all i need is a reply
I apologize but I got questions on mind
Father please forgive me man I know you're listening
I know you know my beginning I know you wrote my ending
But all these I don't knows are floating like ghosts to get to me
So if I go overboard just don't hold it against me
I just want to know I just want to know why
I just got to know I just got to know why
I just want to know I just want to know why
I just got to know I just got to know why