Always believed that i was meant for something
Until I saw the world and what it wanted
I felt the pressure
Or just depression
Thought I had the strength to beat the struggle
And had to fight my head to just stay humble
Knew what I needed
But I just couldn't see it
Schizophrenic, panic
And I'm losing my breath, losing my reason to stay
Learned to take the punches cause I'm used to the pain
Am I flying too close to the sun
Or was I stupid to think that I was ready to run
Is it worth trying if I've already lost
Or am I chasing a dream before I counted the costs
I'm on the outside of the winners circle
I guess I'm on the losing team in this tug of war
But still I've been here before
Schizophrenic, panic
And i'm losing my breath, losing my reason to stay
Learning to roll with the punches cause I'm in love with the pain
Am I flying too close to the sun
Or was I stupid to think that I was ready to run
Is it worth trying if I've already lost
Or am I chasing a dream before I counted the costs
Comparison's an epidemic
Infinite cycle for momentary fame
They like the feel of my songs but they won't know my name