Ryc - In My Shoes Lyrics

I can't decide to criminalize
What the f*ck you done made me do
Can't walk a footstep in my shoes
I done bit my tongue thinkin' bout'
All the f*ck shit that you said
I cut my friends to have you all, but I done
Cut you off instead
And all the lies that you done filled me with is
F*cking up my head
Say, let me decide, I realize
I need to f*ckin' cut you dead
I can't decide to criminalize
What the f*ck you done made me do
Can't walk a footstep in my shoes
I ripped my heart out and gave it to you
I've tried to calm down, I'm sayin' to you
I took my heart out, you're seeing the truth
And I know that you can't see
A whole nother' world without me
F*ck, I'm so f*cked
I can't love no one and all these
Drugs, wanna touch, wanna
Fill my lungs so I can't
Breathe, wanna sleep
Rest eternally
Need this peace and maybe God won't guide me
But I don't want her to find me