Ryan R. - intrusive thoughts (Demo) Lyrics

I realize that I, I'm not the one to talk about how other people feel inside
I, I know that I won't last very long in a world where I have to fend for myself

Thoughts run through my head, day by day, in a cold-blooded cloud of fear

Never acted on those thoughts, if I did, I wouldn't be here now
Maybe I'd be somewhere far away, behind bars or four padded walls
Closed eyes feel so bright, like there's a big thought bubble above my head
Showing all of my intrusive thoughts to everyone around

All the days feel the same, could swear that this all happened before
In a past life where I wasn't so destined to failure
My mind is the future tornado that destroys this dystopian town
We can start things over and begin again in a new place