Ryan O'Reilly - I Don't Want To Talk About It Lyrics

Where do I begin
You'd think I'd know by now
But where I come from
It's simply not allowed
To say your heart breaking
To say those words out loud
To show your hand is shaking
To lay your armour down

I could tell you about the headaches
Cnd the car ride home
Tell you about the stitches
Cnd the broken bones
Or how when it's raining
I think of you sometimes
I could try explaining
Every Roman candle I've lit
But I don't want to talk about it

You'd think I'd know by now
You'd think I'd understand
How to be alone
How to be a man
How to say I'm home now
How to say forgive me
I honestly don't know how
You'd actually believe me

I could show round the houses I grew up in
Explaining all the shit I'm carrying
Or how when you're near me
I finally start to see myself clearly
Though my life depends upon it
I don't want to talk about it