Courtyard Stars Video (MV)

I have no idea who my neighbours are
Or why their dog is barking
From the courtyard you can see the stars
Cnd feel the rain is starting
The dining table is still set for one
There's no room to have a party
Sometimes I feel I'm living on the run
I'm worried that I might be
It's a long way down
The view's not bad
I'm still searching for something
That I've never had
I used to stay locked in my room for hours
Waiting for the moment you would leave
When I knew that you were both downstairs
I could never write a single thing
I hated that you had a gun
Did you need it just to help you sleep
If either of us where the one to leave forever
We both knew that it was me
I guess I'm over it
I moved away
Now we never even have to speak
Because it's a long way down
But the view's not bad
I'm still searching for something
That I've never had
I've been told of the risks
Cnd that it might get worse
I just want it to be better
But it could be much worse
It could be much worse