Ryan Oakes - GROUND ZERO Lyrics

Ground zero number one enemy
In a fight with the mirror and my destiny
All I did's give the world what's left of me
Just for them to be praying for the death me

All the weights been ripping these calluses
Built walls that I turned into palaces
Put the times that I wined into the chalices
That I drink till I sink in paralysis

Not trying to be perfect
Just trying to be worth it
When it all still hurts and nothing works
I keep on working

Not trying to be perfect
Don't wanna feel worthless
When it all still hurts and then nothing works
I keep on searching

Am I
Losing
My mind
My fate was calling my bluff, enough
To sit tough but not to give up

Am I
Wasting
My time
My traits been testing my luck enough
To get stuck but not to give up

Thought I was invincible
Thought these dreams were reachable
I guess I'm not
I guess they weren't
Now I'm wondering should I've believed them

You thought I was good but it shattered me
Just a little bruise damage's underneath
But I hide these wounds, yeah I'm healing
Best when I'm alone, better believe it

Not trying to be perfect
Just trying to be worth it
When it all still hurts and nothing works
I keep on working
Not trying to be perfect
Don't wanna feel worthless
When it all still hurts and then nothing works
I keep on searching

Am I
Losing
My mind
My fate was calling my bluff, enough
To sit tough but not to give up

Am I
Wasting
My time
My traits been testing my luck enough
To get stuck but not to give up

Am I
Losing
My mind
My fate was calling my bluff, enough
To sit tough but not to give up

Am I
Wasting
My time
My traits been testing my luck enough
To get stuck but not to give up