I've loved and I've lost in beautiful style
I've flicked through all pages, in the book, im a girl
In agony, oh here's to pharmaceuticals
I've hated my body since I was a child
Gone through all phases just to look like the
Girls in the magazines, so carefully, trying to be beautiful
I'm wild I'm loud im up and im down, i'm everything in between
I'm big im small, yeah ive done it all, who knows what it means
I'm mostly sad
Everything's feeling real bad
Watch all my shit hit the fan
This wasn't a part of the plan
At least I'll just smoke in the corner alone
Fiddle with my phone, get a ride home,
There's no gaurentee,
Please talk to me
I laugh with my friends, and I really extend myself,
Holding on by a thread
I've tried on new lenses, to give me incentives,
To end all the tragedies in my head
But I'm mostly sad
Everything's feeling real bad
So sorry to my mum and dad
This wasn't a part of the plan
So sorry to my mum and dad
Theyve watched all my shit hit the fan
Im mostly sad
Dear Mrs. Robertson tell them who I really am
Dear Mrs Robertson, tell them who I really am