Just got caught off while working on my first Episode
Well hi there, today is thrusday
Again, these are my thoughts, this is between me and you
I hope nobody will hear this, because this is privately
Well I'm feeling better i think, at least I hope
I dont know if its a fake emotion and tomorrow when I'll wake up ill feel like shit again
But I'm feeling stable at the moment and I think I have enough fuel to get me through the night
Today was a hard day emotionally, financially it was great
I had a couple of flashbacks of my cuts and crying session, it was pretty rough
It got me into my feelings again
Writing about this right now gets me down again
I think I'm gonna end it here tonight cause I can't write anymore
One day maybe I'm strong enough to tell you everything I got
Until next time Koop