RVA.Dom - It Was Hard

I was told that I wasn't enough
I wouldn't be the man I am if I didn't take this stuff
The past has been so rough

Numb can't feel the pain
So many mistakes in the past are running thru my brain
Its like I can't fit in the frame
Bad mistakes, I did the same

Lately I've been harboring my feelings tryna hide
Drown my self in alcohol to kill the mistakes inside
I'm riding along with no one by my side

Never thought it was going to be this hard
Make money by cleaning yards
Mom playing dads part
Never had cash only welfare cards

It only takes a little bit more
Feeling like my heart is sore
Did it all before
Does it even make a difference anymore