Ruth Buettner - Find My Way Out Again Lyrics

I'm bruised, I'm battered, and I'm scarred
You left your mark
I'm damaged. I'm shattered, torn apart
You broke my heart

I don't want to be the fighter that you think I should be
This war is over, left a casualty
I don't want to be the angel that I'm trying to be
Heaven's gate is closed, Saint Peter set me free

I have fallen to the bottom, scraped the underside of the earth
I will find my way out again, claw my way out from the dirt
I've been swallowed in the trenches, a black abyss darker than the night
I will find my way out again, climb my way out to the light
I will build walls around me, a fortress made of ice
Feel no pain. Feel no sorrow. Feel no cold. Heart is hollow. Feel numb. I'll never cry

I'm lost, I'm scared, I'm all alone
You've let me go
I will be the survivor that they don't think I will be
Given up on this life, but still have the strength to breath

I will find my way out again, climb my way out to the light
I will build walls around me, a fortress made of ice
Feel no pain. Feel no sorrow. Feel no cold. Heart is hollow. Feel numb. I'll never cry