Rushwood - Is this what you really want? Lyrics

Waking up but never feeling free
No I'm not who I'm supposed to be
Tired on a working day, tired in the night
Running out of things to say, nothing left to fight
Breaking down the habits of my day
Dreaming of escaping far away
Hating every second that, the clock is showing me
Thinking of the fun I had, when I was feeling free
Colors tend to have a shade of grey
Is this what you really want
Life without a spark
Is this what you really want
Living in the dark
Is this what you really want
Feeling pretty locked up in my head
All these people chatting, it's a dread
There's no fear of missing out. I wish you all good luck
People simply talk to loud and I don't give a f*ck
Humor me and leave me out instead
Is this what you really want
Darkness in your soul
Is this what you really want
Life without a goal
Is this what you really want
Fifty-two and still not in my place
Not so many people saw my face
Is this what you really want
Standing in the shade
Is this what you really want
Doing things you hate
Is this what you really want
Fighting for your life
Is this what you really want
Trying to survive
Is this what you really want