Rushwood - Fighting with the darkness Lyrics

I can't remember what went wrong the other day
I don't need reasons now to hide or stay away
I think it's something I must figure out alone
Searching for the evidence to justify my tone
I am important
I need to work out things I don't yet understand
Who I must be and how to reach the promised land
I'm not afraid of fighting with myself, you see, but
How can I win when I don't know my enemy?
It is frustrating
In my eyes, I can only blame myself
For being the expected one
Fighting with the darkness
Am I right to lift my head up in the storm?
Never been a fighter since the day that I was born
I never cared about my own captivity
But now I realize I need to break free
I'm suffocating
In my eyes, I can only blame my mind
For leaving me behind
Fighting with the darkness
I don't consider this a point of no return
Don't forget to memorize the corpses that I burn
As time is running out, I need to slow the pace
I have to stand up and believe in brighter days
I think I've handled all of this okay so far
Working on myself with my voice and my guitar
It is soothing
In my eyes, I can only hope that light
Will help me win this fight
I'm having with the darkness