raincoat Video (MV)

I don't want to live like this forever
But i'm still too scared to die
Unresolved in how to make it better
But i don't know if i ever really tried

Buying dandruff shampoo at the rite-aid
Am i making a positive change?

Fifteen pack for sixteen dollars
Plastic waves like corduroy
Neon lights beam through the water
Occupied in all this noise

I should remember my coat when it's cold out
Cuz i keep getting sick from the rain
I thought i would improve when i'm older
But i'm mostly just staying the same

(what's on your mind? does it fit into language? will it change if you say it?)