Running Still - Believe Lyrics

I've always felt
Like there's two sides to me
One who's true
And one who lies to me
Right when I know who
I decide to be
I can't stop the other
From enticing me
F*ck this shit
I wanna die
I hate the feeling
That's inside
Don't know why
I even try
I should end it all tonight

That's just how my days go
Sometimes I don't feel the breeze
But it'll be OK though
Sometimes I just need to believe
That's just how my days go
Sometimes I don't feel the breeze
But it'll be OK though
Sometimes I just need to believe

I've always felt like theirs
2 sides to me
One who's cool
And one who tries to be
Right when I know who
I decide to be
I can't stop the other
From enticing me
What am I
Supposed to do?
When all these drugs
Are so abused
The alcohol's
My only muse
I guess I'll fake
And act amused

That's just how my days go
Sometimes I don't feel the breeze
But it'll be OK though
Sometimes I just need to believe
That's just how my days go
Sometimes I don't feel the breeze
But it'll be OK though
Sometimes I just need to believe

That's just how my days go
Sometimes I don't feel the breeze
But it'll be OK though
Sometimes I just need to believe
That's just how my days go
Sometimes I don't feel the breeze
But it'll be OK though
Sometimes I just need to believe