If God exists
Why would he make me to end up like this
Another lost soul, forever I'm damned
One day, I'll get so high that I never will land
And if God exists
What did he think of these holes in my wrists
Shaky cuts through a body made by His hand
One day, I'll get so high that I never will land
And it's someday soon
And it's someday soon
And it's someday soon
I can't help myself
I just need to feel
Something that hurts
So I know that it's real
I'm bleeding a lot this time
I'm bleeding a lot this time
I'm bleeding a lot this time
I'm bleeding a lot this time
If you want to get to heaven
If you want to get up there
You can build yourself a ladder
Or just take the stairs
You don't have to do this, you know
You could fall right back in
It's been a long journey, a long way
And I'll always be here, waiting
For when you choose to slip
I'll be here, waiting