Ruch Tha Rapper - Solace (feat. Durow) Lyrics

And I'm posted at the bar it's not important
I've been trippin for a minute off this foreign
I could never call you first I ain't man enough
I got a brand new girl, guess I ain't had enough
And I'm waitin at the terminal' in silence
I been trippin off the drama and the violence
You don't want to stay' You don't at all
I'll be out here singing sorry straight into the wall
I'm sorry I wasn't enough' I'm sorry I wasn't in love
I'm sorry for every time that I cheated, I'm sorry my ego blew up
I'm sorry for every time that I lied, and I'm sorry for doing them drugs
I'm sorry that I am the reason that you lost your trust' for anyone
See I was a youngin just livin my life
Money and Pussy was runnin my mind
Said if I made it you'd be by my side
But I caught a buzz and I left you behind
And you cried on the night that I told you bout Fall
Looked in my eyes and regretted it all
But I did not care and told you to move on
And then I had went on my way
Hated the fact that you wanted to stay
Then you got mad and you got in my face
Then I got mad and I pushed you away
I had to leave to go meet up with J, but I was too scared to leave in this state
Shouldn't have left but I did anyway
Convincing myself that you were no different than anyone else that had ever hit play
But I guess I was mistaken, felt that fire on my neck
Heat up in that kitchen' where I claimed to be a chef
I was too busy to chase you, cause I wanted all these checks
And I'm posted at the bar it's not important
I've been trippin for a minute off this foreign
I could never call you first I ain't man enough
I got a brand new girl, guess I ain't had enough
And I'm waitin at the terminal, in silence
I been trippin off the drama and the violence
You don't want to stay, You don't at all
I'll be out here singing sorry straight into the wall
Thought I told you I'm moving on, you know its lies
You know I'm down, down, down for you and I
I got some sweeter hearts, I got some different names
I gotta slide, slide, slide to a different place
And you don't wanna stay with me, and who's to blame?
It's all a washed out eye, it's a different pain
It's such a vicious game
It's a love for the ages
When we not apart, we like Doves in the cages
And now you're gone, and I wish you well
When you find your love I hope you love yourself
Watchin from afar as you're with someone else
Carvin different paths, a path of different health
Enchanting a whole world with what these verses tell
Passionate and hot we had our faces melt
You dealt with all my issues and for that I'll say I'm thankful
If you knew me right bout now I'd probably be the one to save you
But I'm Not, I'm not
I'll be forever sorry that's my loss
My loss
I wish I never gave away my love
My love
To someone who didn't deserve my trust
My Trust