Ruby Maple - Just a Mess Lyrics

Put our memories in a box
Tt's full of letters, full of fotos, full of love
How come we didn't last?
Just a short story
Four and a half years that simple passed

I still wonder how you've been
I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, could barely breath
How come you didn't ask?
Back to strangers
Living life in parallels

Is there anyone to blame?
We've made our fair share of mistakes

And they say
They say you'll be okay
You'll be just fine
Healing takes a whole lot of time
Right now I'm just a mess
Cause how the hell do I grieve a person
That's not even dead?

You might be with somebody else by now
Touching skin, and soul, and kiss her lips
Hope you find just what you're looking for
And she loves you better
Than I ever did

Is there anyone to blame?
We've made our fair share of mistakes

They say you'll be okay
You'll be just fine
Healing takes a whole lot of time
Right now I'm just a mess
Cause how the hell do I grieve a person
That's not even dead?

And yes I miss you still
And yes I hate sometimes
Yes I miss you still
And yes I hate sometimes
Yes I miss you still
And yes I hate sometimes

I know I'll be okay,
I'll be just fine
And healing takes a whole lot of time
Right now I'm just a mess
Cause I learned how to love you
But how the hell do I get over us?

I learned how to love you
But how the hell do I get over us?