If the mood don't feel right
Guess I gotta walk
Walk away from it
Try not to plummet
Tryna keep my head straight
But it feels like dead weight
Guess I gotta walk
Walk away from it
Ion really know what I'm doing
Guess I'm kinda just coolin'
Out, seeing sounds
Over seeing frowns
I been free falling
Recently
My changes been internal
Not visibly noticeable
For your eyes to see
That was a wasted line
Wasted time to tell ya
I changed
I'm not the same
F*cked up my flow
To let you know again
Like I often do
Don't spend time with friends
I'm like an open book
That got ya shook
Cause I left ya in the rain
Now I make flames
But my cadence is lame
Mind over matter's the way
I'm still in the game
To gain
Respect not fame
Is that what I want
Ion know, who cares
Wouldn't care if I came prepared
With 60 tracks and a Camel Pak
That has the camo on the back
That was f*cking wack
But you get me though
Now I'm not a cap
So don't get it twisted
This song ain't sad
Yeah it's pretty lifted
It's a way to express
That I think I am gifted
Only in the craft of words
And nothing else
But even with that
I still need some help
Cause a one-man army
Will always fall
Unless you're Batman
Or a know it all
And I can't claim to be either
Kinda like a bug with the feelers
And sometimes I think
My whites wanna be black
But when you wash 'em up
You gotta separate 'em
So I don't know how to act
Back in this bitch
But I never left
Yeah I got a girl
Ooh, you should see her chest
Ok maybe she's in my head
But don't let it detract from the rest
Kept my head firm on my shoulders
When the world was much colder
But I'm passed that
Cause I'm slightly older
Keep my life
Boosted like bass
When it kicks in your speakers
I got visions
That'll bust through your peepers
Been movin' freight
Like it's weight
Oh wait
F*ck around
Make you think I'm the prince of Dubai
Then pull up in the Honda CRV
Circa '05
Give the best self-hugs
Cause I love myself
This rapping shit
Is just my emotional self-help
This is my medicine
Takin' two a day
Like a bottle of Advil
Taken to a date
Keeping up the race
Even though I'm on my own
Yet I'm not alone
Stuck on auto
Until I'm back in the zone
My moods on
Like a light switch
I can make a life switch
Like Psychic
Take ya from a sidekick
To the high shit
If you a side chick
I'm not ridin'
I fly my prices
At the highest
No denyin'
Got the braids
To tighten up the scalp
My crown feeling open
Words released without the help
Oh welp
How long can I keep this up for
I'm not sure
But
I can tell you one thing
That I'll always know
Even if I go to and fro
I'm not letting go
Cause a dream's a dream
'Till you go to show
How much it means
To you
Take the seeds
You're meant to sow
Cultivate 'em
And make 'em your own
Sometimes the time it takes
Is better to wait
Cause when a dream is achieved too early
Real life becomes a bit curly