Take my time when I lace up the track.
Kill the beat, nigga murder intent
Niggaz fake that's a 100%
Stay to myself cuz I can't take the risk
On my grind, nigga I cannot quit
Faithful reminder when I didn't have shit
Niggaz tlk down and I couldn't pull no bitch
A couple times I thought about workin' my wrist
But
I'm on borrowed time and the state can't borrow mine
Screamin f*ck a nigga, don't need a bitch
Showed too much love
Now it barely exist
Jus tryin' to find my way
But it's been a long ass road
I swear I'm okay
But this shit really is gettin' old
Still I strive to do my best and not quit
Plenty nights I felt like I wasn't shit
Stuck in a cage in a bottomless pit
Voices I hear, it be hard to resist
Light up the pressure so I can get lifted
Deep down inside Mane, I knew I was gifted
Jus had to find my own truth and live it
Nun come easy
Mane life is a privilege
Can't take it for granted
I'm grateful like really
What make me so special that you keep me living
Don't know what it is
They might call it a blessing
Aim for the top and I don't plan on missin'
I let ppl talk cuz they know I ain't trippin'
It's never forgot but might be forgiven
Don't think that I need you
I'll go get the scissors
All of my feelings got throwed in a blender
My heart be so cold like climate in December
Hard to forget all dat I remember
Prayin' every night, like lord I'm jus' a sinner
If anybody know, you know how I'm feeling
Gotta keep my feet planted ten toes down
Ppl wanna judge
But I don't give a f*ck
Cuz I'm gone be me ain't no way around it.
Gotta be more careful what company I keep around me
Huh
I'm jus' lonely soul
Walkin' down this lonely road
Barely holding on to hope
Yea
They cannot feel my pain
So I talk to mary jane
And then I don't feel same
Yea
I'm jus' lonely soul
Walkin' down this lonely road
Barely holding on to hope
Yea
They cannot feel my pain
So I talk to mary jane
And then I don't feel same
Yea