How do I survive through all this pain
You won, I'm done and I don't want to play these games
Just get out my god damn brain!
You got me feeling so damn strange
And You acting like a stranger now
Let it out can't nothing tame us now
I'm living a dream I'm not awake and I don't wanna open up my eyes right now
I've been feeling like the times not right now
Whole life upside down
You say I just wanted to leave
You don't know what that does to me
Can't bring me down, with something that's up under me
Won't ever catch me stumbling
My feelings never fumbling
While I just see you tunneling
Don't come around
Cuz, I've been searching for all the reasons I should stay
Everything we've been through on my heart it really weighs
Gave me a son, bought you a car and we got our first place
I went so hard it all paid off it was all going great
Somewhere along the way
Toxicity! Toxicity! Toxicity!
Yeah, you ain't wanna be with me
Yet, you don't wanna let me free
And we ain't got no symmetry
Yeah I left, but I ain't got no sympathy
Cuz this is what you did to me
Toxicity! Toxicity!
You degrade
Manipulate
You got me thinking things not true
You got my whole mood stuck blue
Don't know what to do but blame you
I fell in love white girl with the blonde hair
I said you're mine I just wanna spend like every year
Found out she pregnant I can't lie I was so scared
Made sure we straight stuck it out and faced my worse fears
It crashed and burned, I won't shed a single tear
I just accept it and I leave those feelings in the rear
Yeah, she said you wont it take it there
I promise I just took it there
I wipe my hands, don't even care
Toxicity ! Toxicity ! Toxicity !
Oh I know
I gotta let you go
Oh no, I won't forget you
I gotta let you go
Oh no, I won't forget you
Been done so wrong for way too long
I hope you know I won't back down!
Toxicity! Toxicity! Toxicity!
Yeah, you ain't wanna be with me
Yet, you don't wanna let me free
And we ain't got no symmetry
Yeah I left, but I ain't got no sympathy
Cuz this is what you did to me
Toxicity! Toxicity! Toxicity!