RØRY - ALTERNATIVE Lyrics

I think there's a version of me that's happy somewhere, in an alternate universe
I don't know why, but that's just so sad to think about

She's having dinner with her family on Friday night
They're talking bout TV shows and they never really fight
I hope she never has to feel this empty
I hope she never has to meet this version of me

She never had to come home to her mother on the floor, of the bedroom
Her father, his bags at the door
She didn't know it at 14
If you don't love then they won't leave

She didn't have to show up to the wedding with a smile
Watch all her father lies just go walking down the aisle
She wasn't hated at 18
By the ones she called family

I like to think about her sometimes
I wonder what she's doing tonight

She's having dinner with her family on Friday night
They're talking bout TV shows and they never really fight
I hope she never has to feel this empty
I hope she never has to meet this version of me

She didn't have to become somebody that she hates
And cheat on everyone l, realise she's the same
Yeah the same as her father
Made for a one bed apartment

I like to think about her sometimes
I wonder what she's doing tonight

She's having dinner with her family on Friday night
They're talking bout TV shows and they never really fight
I hope she never has to feel this empty
I hope she never has to meet this version of me

She ain't got scars on her wrist
Not on the edge of a cliff
No one she has to forgive
She ain't that version of me

Ain't got low self esteem
Crippling anxiety
She's out there living her dreams
She ain't that version of me