Roxyyy_P - Thank You, Sorry (feat. Hatsune Miku) Lyrics

I'm sorry, friends, for being who I am
For never trusting you, never taking a chance
I always felt outside, guessing from afar
Wondering if I belonged or if I tried too hard

I sensed it all along, yet I never said a thing
Always felt that silence, a strange, uneasy sting
Maybe it's in my head, maybe it's all just me
Misreading little signs, making myself believe

Maybe it's my interests, or how I hide away
Maybe it's just me, never knowing what to say
But you've been kind, or maybe just polite
I can't tell the difference, what's wrong or right

Am I just a ghost in the corner of your eye?
Fading slowly, wishing I knew why
Thank you for the friendship, for giving me a taste
But you deserve better than my lonely, empty space

Why was I even here? Did you even care?
Or were you simply nice, the truth too much to bear?
I wonder if I'll ever be someone's best friend
Or just another shadow, destined to pretend

Maybe I'm just jealous, maybe it's my fault
I pulled away first, locked inside these walls
Now I feel alone, and I miss you all the same
Why do I ache this way, when I'm the one to blame?

When you include me, your kindness makes me cry
But when I feel ignored, it makes me want to die
Why are these emotions so tangled in my heart?
Do I want you close or want us far apart?

Maybe it's my interests, or how I hide away
Maybe it's just me, never knowing what to say
But you've been kind, or maybe just polite
I can't tell the difference, what's wrong or right

Am I just a ghost in the corner of your eye?
Fading slowly, wishing I knew why
Thank you for the friendship, for giving me a taste
But you deserve better than my lonely, empty space

Why was I even here? Did you even care?
Or were you simply nice, the truth too much to bear?
I wonder if I'll ever be someone's best friend
Or just another shadow, destined to pretend

I hope someday I'll find my place, but hope is just a lie
Maybe I'm supposed to say that, pretend until I die
Do genuine friends exist? I wonder if I'll know
Or am I just a ghost, forever drifting slow

Am I just a ghost in the corner of your eye?
Fading slowly, wishing I knew why
Thank you for the friendship, for giving me a taste
But you deserve better than my lonely, empty space

Why was I even here? Did you even care?
Or were you simply nice, the truth too much to bear?
I wonder if I'll ever be someone's best friend
Or just another shadow, destined to pretend

Should I tell you this, or keep it inside?
I fear your pity, don't want you to hide
Would it ruin your day if I let you know?
Maybe it's easier if I just let go

I hope you're happy, that your smiles are real
I don't wish on anyone the way I feel
This song is just a whisper in the dark
Maybe someday, someone will hear my heart