Roxcurse - Cursed Lyrics

I have a curse that prevents me from leaving here
Now that I've lost you, I've stayed right here
I climb the hill hoping to find a drop of sense
What will I do if I don't even have a Tears?
It's boring when you get used to pain
Please don't cry I will rest in peace. Just
Looking at nothing, it feels like a funeral
If I tell you everything you will feel so bad
I write with my blood while I sing sad
Try not to talk to me, I will die soon
Girl, I wish I could leave you in the past
Take the ring we had, it's inside a chest
My spine hurts from so many falls, okay
My mind keeps telling me to run away
Lately I can't control what I say
I need to find another way again
My phone songs at 6, I wake up
I read your messages, You are sadness
I scream to the sky, now im destroyed
I tried to end my life but I have failed
Hear our song one more time...
The promises I made to you
I have a curse that prevents me from leaving here
Now that I've lost you, I've stayed right here