ross tommy - spreading•feelers Lyrics

I get so sick of seeing a mess when I have to walk away again
No clue where I am going, but that's always how it ends for me anyway
Sick of my mess when I start to feel like this
Start to give up and not care to exist
I spent the whole week spreading feelers around
Thought I got one to get me off of the ground
But I don't think that was real
I, I'm still lost, not found
My gut is off and I can't share this view
With the very few I've tried hard to
I thought I was caught up and on the same page
But something is often unset with my gauge
When they see my view, it never is the same
Affecting my life every day, hate to say
Been on a slow decline from the very first day Little ups but big downs in this town
Makes me wanna just move away
But I go away all the time and it never works
It's a different place, but the same damn thing
So it's clear I'm crazy to continue to try
Maybe it's my time to be brave and retire
That's probably been the answer the entire time
Too much guilt and shame inside
And they are both now killing my pride
I'm young and alive and I feel nothing
But old and tired, even expired
Someone please bring me fire
Help ignite me from this never-ending slump
Of feeling just too tired
I spent the whole week spreading feelers around
Thought I got one to keep me off of the ground
But I don't think that was real
I, I'm still lost, not found
My gut is off and I can't share this view
With the very few I've tried hard to
So hard
I'm too tired
So what now
My gut is off and I can't share this view
With the very few I've tried hard to