ross tommy - god•damn•shame Lyrics

I'm stuck out here on these abandoned roads
No Wi-Fi, no direction, no clue where I'm going
Not sure how I ended up out here so far
But it's been a couple days since I've seen
A moving car
I was driving when I started on my way many
Months ago
Somewhere along the way I know I broke down
I couldn't for the life of me afford another tow
I was alone, so I didn't know I've been alone this whole time, you know
Still can't understand what's so wrong with myself
But all the good in my life seem to run away for help

I keep on telling myself it's not me
But at some point I gotta take
The blame you see
It's a goddamn shame, but it must be a sign
Nothing but lonely roads in my mind
To pass the time

I always felt there was a purpose for me
But these lonely roads are hazy as can be
Every straggler I run into ain't nothing but shade
I simply long for the feeling at the end of the day
When I can sit back and take a load off my feet
Know all I've worked for at least is making ends meet
And I don't mean to sound so pathetic
But pathetic has the means to sound so true
I need some clarity on what I gotta change
To help fix my clearly dysfunctional trust-giving
Gauge
Every time I feel I've found a friend that
I can respect
They sucker punch, rob, ghost me at the scene of the wreck

I keep on telling myself it's not me
But at some point I gotta take the blame you see
It's a goddamn shame, but it must be a sign Nothing but lonely roads in my mind
To pass the time

So I'm keeping a steady pace
And I'm not going back the way that I came
I may be going nowhere, may not have a plan
And for now I'm okay with no purpose
And forever I'm okay with no man
My shoulder is the only to dry my tears
I am the only who can kill this fear
I've been holding on to for one too many years
And I know I will surface all on my own like I always do
But being in the middle of nowhere
It's hard to fathom such a view
I will somehow get through it
After this solo party of pity
Make it to a new city
Never letting go of my integrity

Nothing is wrong with me
But certain patterns can't remain
Sick of cyclical misfortunes raining on my parade Change is in order
Never mind the blame
Every day is Groundhog's Day
And it's a f*cking god damn shame
Lonely roads without a sign
Steady going nowhere

Lonely roads without a sign
Steady going nowhere