Rosesleeves - I Just Wanted 2 B Perfect Lyrics

I just wanted to be perfect
Guess I'll make do tell me what I do to deserve this
For you I'm tryna prove to myself I'm worth it
Everything is bullshit I don't have a purpose
I just wanted to be perfect
Is that too much to ask for just this one thing
Don't tell me that I don't deserve it
They might not get me but I'll always win in the end

I'll do whatever it takes I just want to feel lovely
Maybe my brain's screwed but I can't find a way to love me
Every time you open your mouth you can't help but crush me
Heart feel like a war can barely tell if it's living
Always talking bout me talking bout that
Sewerbratz spend a bag make it back
Not 15 minutes I'm gon make it last
Live in the present cause f*ck the past
I been so ready to try and move on
Why does everybody wanna go back
I been stuck in the same place for so long
Felt like I was always under attack

I just wanted to be perfect
Guess I'll make do tell me what I do to deserve this
For you I'm tryna prove to myself I'm worth it
Everything is bullshit I don't have a purpose
I just wanted to be perfect
Is that too much to ask for just this one thing
Don't tell me that I don't deserve it
They might not get me but I'll always win in the end

I just wanted to be perfect
But I'll always win in the end
(Are you sure this is right?
This is like not looking familiar at all)
But I'll always win in the end
(Shhh just let it happen)