Didn't ask for love to fall in to my life
But here you are for just a hookup
Then you spent the night
Months ago looking back I wish we never even met
Cuz scorched earth is what you leave behind everywhere you step
They say idle time is when the devil does his work
Well I guess they're right, cause I'm so goddamn insecure
Sitting here alone, thinking about who gets you off
Sorry for blowing up your phone
For the last five and a half hours
But you can't blame me for being so weak
When you hold all the power
Put my heart out on the line
Sending love to you even when it was dry
Showed you I was vulnerable
Gave you my aching soul
This thanksgiving said I was grateful for you
Only to find hours later you're getting stuffed by someone new
Do you know how embarrassing that is?
You're so despicable, why've you done this?
Can't escape the visceral feeling
That last night
Can't you look me in the eyes
Please just tell me now
Why you didn't try to hide
When you tell me we're exclusive
So sick of your lies
And you don't even care how
I gave you my mind
You're a parasite, intrusive
Sorry for blowing up your phone
For the last five and a half hours
But you can't blame me for being so weak
When you hold all the power
Put my heart out on the line
Sending love to you even when it was dry
Showed you I was vulnerable
Gave you my aching soul