I know you'd like to see a face
Behind the mask I wear in place
Of unending insecurity
And cover disorder, disorder, disarray
It's just one more way that I can disappoint you
One more way that I can slip away
Now I won't lie I need a hand to save
But I'm just gonna end saying
I thought you cared but you only wanna shut me down
I know I should have seen it coming 'cause I've been around
And now I'm left with rising water and the bitter sound
Of voices in my head screaming sinner as they watch me drown
I'm not confused, my apathy
Is an excuse to grasp for amnesty
From ever being read by you
I hate that it's true, I wanna break through
I thought you cared but you only wanna shut me down
I know I should have seen it coming 'cause I've been around
And now I'm left with rising water and the bitter sound
Of voices in my head screaming sinner as they watch me drown
I thought you cared but you only wanna shut me down
I know I should have seen it coming 'cause I've been around
And now I'm left with rising water and the bitter sound
Of voices in my head screaming sinner as they watch me drown