Rosa - living in the lonely Lyrics

Do you check the doors locked like million times?
When they don't text back do you think it's a sign?
Telling you you're not good enough for anyone?
Do you find it hard just trying to leave the house?
Order coffee but nothing is coming out of your mouth?
Will I choose the wrong chair? If I'm sitting over there?
Why did I even come out?
If I quietly turn down the fight
There is no energy left to ignite
I'm looking for a little understanding
I could never live up to your plans and
Realise my whole life I've been angry
Cause I know you don't know how to love me
So I'm living in the lonely
I'm living in the lonely
I don't like it when you ask me "what's the drama this time?"
It makes me go back to that old familiar lie
Saying I'm doing so good, and everything is fine
So if I quietly turn down the fight
Cause I will never be the girl that you'd like
I'm looking for a little understanding
I could never live up to your plans and
Realise my whole life I've been angry
Cause I know you don't know how to love me
So I'm living in the lonely
Yeah I'm living in the lonely