What did I mean to you?
I'm embarrassed to ask but it keeps me up at night
And I know with you I won't get an answer
But I live in dreams so I keep thinking I might
I let people in so deep, then I'm surprised when I'm hurt
I'm quick to jump into the deep end - it's my greatest curse
I thought this was family and I gave you my all
But now I'm bleeding and nobody noticed the fall
Are you happy now?
Got everything you wanted; why don't you take a bow
Feels like I left the scene and you took the crown
How does it feel sitting on that pretty little head now?
I let people in so deep, then I'm surprised when I'm hurt
I'm quick to jump into the deep end - it's my greatest curse
Thought this was family and I gave you my all
But now I'm bleeding and nobody noticed the fall