[ Featuring SASHA ASH ]
Early in the mornin', I still get a little bit nervous
Fightin' my anxiety constantly, I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin (ah, ah)
Hurts when I remember, and I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it
'Cause I can't express how thankful I am (ah, ah)
That you were always with me
When it hurts, I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothin' I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space, pressin' on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's comin', but I know it's not
Tryin' to breathe in and then out, but the air gets caught
'Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past (ah, ah)
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holdin' my hand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothin' I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space, pressin' on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I need you to know
I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I grow
You took all my doubts, 'cause you were home
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothin' I can do anymore
I don't wanna lose (I don't wanna lose) control, oh, oh-oh
Nothin' I can do anymore (anymore), anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space, pressin' on my chest (pressin' on my chest)
I don't wanna lose control
