Rojelio - Suicidal Thoughts Lyrics

F*ck life
I f*cking hate it
Tell my mother I f*cking hate her cause she played a part in creating it

There's no meaning or a reason to continue this life
My only purpose for living is to make sure my woman don't cry

So my brother, my lover don't shed a tear
That's the only reason I live for y'all, Lord, God let me out of here

Vision my meaning, my reasons are never pointed
I can't kill myself cause I'd leave my f*cking family disappointed

My partner would be shedding tears
A mess, I see her stress
It's a f*cking test, I'm trynna give you my best

Baby I told you I'm f*cked up in the head
You still want to be by my side
Are you f*cking stupid,
Baby girl just read my mind

I love you, but I don't love life enough to continue the pain
F*ck a psychiatrist, it's too late to keep me sane

I want to die, but I don't want you to f*cking cry
It's strife
That's why I still haven't committed suicide

Trigger fueled with lead
Magnum in my head
If we can be want we want in life, I want to be living dead

All of you peasants love to say it's just life
A single lie
The only people who say that are the ones too scared to die

Why should I stay, give me a reason till May
Why should I care for you
When we all just f*cking die anyways

Cause I'm killin' this shill of a heart yuh
Kickin' this f*cker apart yuh
F*ck it right out of my head yuh
Shootin' it till I'm dead

Pinche un vida
Nunca necesita
Yo olvido un motivo
Para vivo
Escribo mi muerto

Soy cierto
Yo quiero muero
Aqui
Simplemente nada mas
Muerto como los demás

Pienso en mi tiempo
Sin sentido
Es malo
Es mi pinche falta
Es mi pinche falta

Cause I can't seem to get out of this slum
Trapped under feelings, a bottle of rum

The next person to pull the noose
Please let me take the place
I'm a sadist who f*cking loves to hate it
I state it

A f*cking monster to the people
The f*cking sheeple to blind
To see from my side
World hated me enough to see me hide

I'm a coward who gave my best
Life simply ain't worth the test
What's the point in living to die just like the rest

I'm a f*cking evil monster, it figures, I bicker and snicker
I'd point a gun at a baby's head, no remorse, pull the trigger

So that baby won't have to grow up and suffer the pain we all do
Why have a child so they can suffer just like I do

You f*cking heartless peasants
Bring life into this world, so it can suffer
I'm proof under covers, that nobody deserves to suffer

But if the world's meant to suffer, I'd rather live hell in a prison cell
So I can finally be chained away from the oceans I sail

But if the world's meant to suffer, I'd rather live hell in a prison cell
So I can finally be chained away from the oceans I sail

F*ck
I listened but never glistened like a star
I tried with my heart, but managed to fall apart
Apart from society
Apart from my family too
Damn, even God knows
Living got me feeling blue

It gots me feeling blue
But with every clue, I still can't find a reason to see myself continue
When I open my eyes
I swear to God I wanna cry
I just wanna f*cking cry
Cause even God knows I wanna die

But I can't
I f*cking can't
Cause if I do imma be seen as a villain
A f*cking weakling
People gonna be disappointed in me
When I f*cking can't
I f*cking can't man