ROJ - Lay Here Lyrics

If I lay here, will I wake up here or
If I die here, will you leave me here no
If I lay here, will I wake up here or
If I die here, will you leave me here no

Why is it hard to find you when you're in front of me
I'm walking right beside you but you don't answer me
I'm sorry if I don't understand how you're suppose to be
I'm sorry if I forget about you and its damaging
My connections with everyone, especially myself
My family doesn't even know they just pray for good health
And I guess they're reaching you, those prayers always help
And I hope my prayers are reaching you with these demons we done dealt
I add more memories to my room in search of good faith
To the universe because in this world I feel safe
It's my world, and no one has to understand it
I try to make every worthless lyric into magic
Because I'm just like any other person who's trying to make it
So I guess I'll follow the common motto, fake it till you make it
Because I was told if I had a dream I better chase it
Here we go again telling you about my desperation

If I lay here, will I wake up here or
If I die here, will you leave me here no
If I lay here, will I wake up here or
If I die here, will you leave me here no

I put on my mask gonna face the world today
Please don't ask where I'm going I'm just trying to fade away
Im making my own path no I'll never take a break
Put it all in the past and then I meditate

If I lay here, eyes closed with no fear
Will it all disappear, f*ck it all I know I'm here
Put my love, sweat, and tears in this art
It's sincere
Rap for a cause do it for my peers do it for
All the people that believe me
I quit writing so easily and y'all know I chase this dream so eagerly
The love gets so overwhelming even during nights when I'm lonely
But if y'all believe I'll wait for this dream so patiently
Its Highness till I die, reason I'm alive
Reason why I lost no hope and push through until I thrive
Best friends all around me, yuh, that's my type of vibe
Let's smoke again, yuh, this is my type of high
Now that I know, that God got me
And all my friends too, why is there to feel blue
The weather is still cold, my heart is feeling warm
But the thoughts in my head, have been long overdue

If I lay here, will I wake up here or
If I die here, will you leave me here no
If I lay here, will I wake up here or
If I die here, will you leave me here no

I put on my mask gonna face the world today
Please don't ask where I'm going I'm just trying to fade away
Im making my own path no I'll never take a break
Put it all in the past and then I meditate
I put on my mask gonna face the world today
Please don't ask where I'm going I'm just trying to fade away
Im making my own path no I'll never take a break
Put it all in the past and then I meditate