I'm sorry if I feel so distant but it's hard for me to be optimistic
I know that you deserve so much better than me and I'm sorry hurting myself comes so naturally
Like do you ever wonder how it would be with someone your age
Rather than someone with kids and stuck in his ways
Someone that you could share new adventures with
Rather than being bored at home with f*ckin Netflix
I'm sure I'm just probably overthinking
And I'm sorry it's hard to stop that type of thinking
I know that I'm loved but sometimes I still feel alone
And I'm sorry if you don't really like hearing that kinda tone
I know that I'm definently wrong
F*ck I probably shouldn't even be writing this song
But let's switch it up
'Cos...
I know you love me and I sure love you too
But I can't help it when these blues pass on through
I just need moment for all of this to click
Like when our souls melted together on the bed of Belt creek
Like you are my forever I should never doubt that
But sometimes I need your words to put me back on track
So thank you for dealing with my insecurity
I know that's not your responsibility
But I appreciate your love and your support
And all that we share, this life of ours I truly adore
So please don't ever go away
I just want you to stay
I'm glad I haven't scared you off yet
'Cos most people dip out quick like they're on a rocket
So I trust that you're in it for the long haul
And forever I promise to always give you my all
I'm sorry that my thoughts can get the best of me
But you bring out the best in me even when it's hard to see
So please babe don't get this message twisted
'Cos being with you makes me feel so uplifted
Yah
Well
You've stolen my heart just like a damn vandal
And I know sometimes I'm a lot to f*ckin handle
So please tell me that it's all worth it
'Cos loving you it just seems so damn perfect
I'm so grateful that you choose me and continue to choose me
Like I finally fulfilled one of my hopeless dreams
You got me wanting to kneel on one knee
And ask you if you'd stay forever with me
Yah
I'm sorry my thoughts can get the best of me
I'm sorry my thoughts can get the best of me
I'm sorry my thoughts sometimes they just get the best of me