Contradiction Video (MV)

Back in my mind lost in the time in which God has gifted
I'm reminiscing bout tinted times where I felt so lifted
Where has life shifted and why is it so tilted twisted
People committed to be restrictive and contradict ya
Lost in my mind hoping I find myself the biggest picture
And gorgeous times but unpredicted and unscripted
Those times existence is what inflicts my new addiction
Yes I admit it I see visions that are really vivid
Back in my mind lost in the time in which God has gifted
I'm reminiscing bout tinted times where I felt so lifted
Where has life shifted and why is it so tilted twisted
People committed to be restrictive and contradict ya
Lost in my mind hoping I find myself the biggest picture
And gorgeous times but unpredicted and unscripted
Those times existence is what inflicts my new addiction
Yes I admit it I see visions that are really vivid

I feel blessed
When I get caught up in my mind I remind myself that I'm blessed
So I'ma focus on myself and let God go handle the rest
I remember when I didn't I frequently found me stressed
But I'm blessed
Eating noodles right now
While I stack up all this money to get me and bookie a house
Dreams have shifted long and far from always wanting a crowd
But life's been tinted black as tar but still won't ever stop the sound
I've been doing things I never did never thought I'd see it coming
But its nothing compared to everything else we all have summoned
I got a dozen loving memories with all my cousins
The pushing shoving the running crying the huff and puffing
All the running and rushing was my actual planned discussion
Life is something you can not force yourself to stomach
Stop mind dumping, your thoughts is getting over flooded
Don't you rush it just take your time there's better coming

Back in my mind lost in the time in which God has gifted
I'm reminiscing bout tinted times where I felt so lifted
Where has life shifted and why is it so tilted twisted
People committed to be restrictive and contradict ya
Lost in my mind hoping I find myself the biggest picture
And gorgeous times but unpredicted and unscripted
Those times existence is what inflicts my new addiction
Yes I admit it I see visions that are really vivid
Back in my mind lost in the time in which God has gifted
I'm reminiscing bout tinted times where I felt so lifted
Where has life shifted and why is it so tilted twisted
People committed to be restrictive and contradict ya
Lost in my mind hoping I find myself the biggest picture
And gorgeous times but unpredicted and unscripted
Those times existence is what inflicts my new addiction
Yes I admit it I see visions that are really vivid

I see the curses in the blessing in the disguise
Always asking why to the man up in the sky
Grew tolerance in pain don't know the last time that I've cried
I see the curses in the blessing in the disguise
Always asking why to the man up in the sky
Grew tolerance in pain don't know the last time that I've cried

I can't even complain that life isn't fair
We had our whole life to play the game but I just didn't care
I see you like to entertain you got talent right there
Shoulda just learned a little more don't be afraid to be square
Picked up the controller then that shit got boring
Started hanging with the boys see what girls we could score but
We was youngings couldn't control it
Fell in love
Got heartbroken
Couldn't control her
Started thinking above all of that bull shit
Made a full split with them games
Had to go rearrange
From having fun to doing business there's no time for us to play
It's nice to see og be freed he was locked up eating Shabangs
So seeing his new mind of state made me feel thankful for our plates
So there I go saying my Grace
So there I go saying my Grace

I see the curses in the blessing in the disguise
Always asking why to the man up in the sky
Grew tolerance in pain don't know the last time that I've cried
I see the curses in the blessing in the disguise
Always asking why to the man up in the sky
Grew tolerance in pain don't know the last time that I've cried